Friday, July 28, 2006
i woke up in the morning
i woke up at 7am. it makes me kinda happy. yep to know i don't have to spend nights awake.
an acquaintance just made me realize how blessed i am, to have friends from all walks of life. i can't complain about them. there is nothing to. people i can really have fun with, confide in, and listen to.
i have an ahlian, she fends off all the harm. i have a stewardess, she flies gifts back from all over the world. i have a singer, she keeps me calm with her voice. i have a teacher, she stays for the longest period of time. i have an nsman, everyone has one this i know, he appears like a fairygodmother. i have a clubber, he shows me the wonders of nightlife. i have a boyfriend, he bullies me all the time and with those pain he reminds me i'm still alive.
i have all of the above and more. no, it's not because they're beneficial to me. i know i'll support jamie if she stops fighting. i'll urge clara to stop flying and join university. i'll sing to jewel if she loses her voice. i'll search for bubu if she disappears. i'll be a fairygodfather for weesin. i'll show aaron the wonders of sleeping early. as for alex, i can bully him, i have no problem with that.
i talked to jamie 2 days ago. i feel sorry for her. i think she's much more unhappy than i am. despite the several boyfriends she tried her best to stay with, she realized it wouldn't work out. she's still looking back at the man we thought fit her best.
i read her blog. she was angry. she's always angry. but she couldn't be hard hearted for long enough. after weixiong, she missed weiloon. after zhifa, she missed weiloon. now during allan, she still misses weiloon. she's been backtracking. she's been stalking. she's been wondering if it would ever return.
as an outsider, i'm sorry there's nothing much i can help. i can listen to you, but i cannot convey your feelings. i can try to talk to him, but i cannot tell him to listen. i know you're of regrets, but i cannot turn back time. honeh it's up to you.
it's so orbiang but i think i can handle it. just once:
quit fighting against ahbengs/ahlians. use those vibes and fight against your fate. you don't let it stop you here.
eeyer.
is it too late?
- 10:11:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
________________________________________________________
WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
________________________________________________________
CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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meet the robinsons
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tmnt
spiderman3
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harry potter and the order of the phoenix
tranformers
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rush hour 3
